June162012
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please help

cardboardmoose:

hey guys

so, um, this isn’t an easy post to write.

basically, my father is blackmailing me. he’s holding a considerable amount of money - which i need for food and other living expenses, because i’m in pretty dire financial straits - over me conditional to a list of behaviours he wants me to exhibit. the list includes:

“you’re not to badger us about your various issues / life-style choices / gender position, etc.”

he doesn’t want me to talk about being trans*. he doesn’t want me to try to get my parents or other people to stop misgendering me. he doesn’t want me to go to my gender identity clinic appointment in august. he doesn’t want me to be able to talk about my depression, my autism, or my disability.

this isn’t particularly surprising for my father. what’s frightening this time is that he’s using money to try to control me. i’m really, really scared that if i try to live according to my gender, or try to manage my mental and physical disabilities in ways he doesn’t approve of, he’ll withdraw that money and leave me with no way to eat or pay bills.

so. i hate, hate, hate doing this, but i’m asking for donations. anything - anything - you can contribute would be so incredibly helpful. right now i’m just trying to squirrel away enough that i’ll be able to pay my medication and food costs, as that’s what i need to keep me alive. i feel awful asking anyone else for their hard-earned money, but i don’t know where else to turn right now.

if i could draw, i’d offer commissions, but since i can’t, there’s some other stuff i could do if you’d like! i could:

  • write a fic for any fandom we share
  • make graphics for any fandom
  • cover any song coverable with voice/ukulele/piano
  • record a reading of a fic or part of a book

so yeah, that’s that. if anyone donates anything i will literally cry with gratitude. if you can’t afford to donate, please consider reblogging this? any signal boost would help so much.

if you’d like to help, my paypal is cardboard_moose@hotmail.co.uk

thank you so much

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3PM

mightyachilles:

forgottenodinson:

mightyachilles:

forgottenodinson replied to your post: ooc; you know what i wish i had an audio recording of?

If you have it on Youtube, you can convert it into mp3 and download it here youtube-mp3.org Then you would need to crop it and/or upload it as an audio post to Tumblr.

ooc; okay so i have it to the point where i can download it, but how do I crop it to the part that i want once it is downloaded? 

ooc: If I’m not mistaken, you’d have to use an audioclipper. If you can download programs, I’d suggest Wavepad. If not, I’d recommend Mp3Cut

ooc; OH MY GOD YOU ARE A GENIUS. thank you so much <3333

ooc: You’re very welcome ^.^

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3PM

mightyachilles:

forgottenodinson replied to your post: ooc; you know what i wish i had an audio recording of?

If you have it on Youtube, you can convert it into mp3 and download it here youtube-mp3.org Then you would need to crop it and/or upload it as an audio post to Tumblr.

ooc; okay so i have it to the point where i can download it, but how do I crop it to the part that i want once it is downloaded? 

ooc: If I’m not mistaken, you’d have to use an audioclipper. If you can download programs, I’d suggest Wavepad. If not, I’d recommend Mp3Cut

(Source: mightyakhilleus)

2PM

ooc:

iamyggdrasil:

forgottenodinson:

iamyggdrasil:

OOC: Can’t help there I’m afraid - I dropped maths first chance I got XD you could try Student room? There’s normally a lot of people there who can help if you’re stuck with something :)

ooc: A lot of people do XD I barely chose it myself. Student room?

It’s a forum thing where people can go and get help with work stuff and discuss things - a lot of people in my year used it and they said it was helpful so… :P It should turn up on google if you look for it there.

I shall definitely give it a look, it sounds like it may help a lot :D Thank you!

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2PM

ooc:

iamyggdrasil:

forgottenodinson:

iamyggdrasil:

OOC: I’m sure you’ll be fine! :P Plus if you have a problem with a biology thing I can probably help of you ask :P Not that you’ll need help, of course :P

ooc: Thanks for the offer! It’s the maths I’m really worried about, though XD

OOC: Can’t help there I’m afraid - I dropped maths first chance I got XD you could try Student room? There’s normally a lot of people there who can help if you’re stuck with something :)

ooc: A lot of people do XD I barely chose it myself. Student room?

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2PM

ooc:

iamyggdrasil:

forgottenodinson:

iamyggdrasil:

OOC: OH I REMEMBER YEAR ELEVEN!!!! Little bit of advice: work in your free lessons next year - seriously half my year flunked because they dossed at the start of year 12 XD

What’re you hoping to study next year?

ooc: XD I’ll definitely keep that in mind! 

Going for Biology, Chemistry, Psychology and Mathematics. It’s a little overwhelming

OOC: I’m sure you’ll be fine! :P Plus if you have a problem with a biology thing I can probably help of you ask :P Not that you’ll need help, of course :P

ooc: Thanks for the offer! It’s the maths I’m really worried about, though XD

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